Don’t Force It
We need not force things. God has written His laws upon our hearts and changed our desires so that it’s easier to flow with His leading than to do something else.
Satan Hates the Holy Places
This is the foe’s greatest diabolical delight—making havoc of the place where we meet with God, get to know Him, and are changed into His image.
What’s the Real Problem?
You have left the leading of the Holy Spirit and sunk yourself into bondage, relying now on your ritual rather than the Lord.